I created this blog assuming no one would ever read it....This is the place where I put my thoughts, my real, true, unedited opinions about the world around me. The things I write here are things I do not tell anyone. Not that they are necessarily bad or hurtful things, just things I have learned and realized for myself, not for anyone else. So, what's the point of putting them on a blog? Honestly, I really don't know. All I know is that I like the idea of putting my thoughts out there on the internet, it's a good way of letting go of all of them.
Most recently, I have learned this:
"Perfect" is a stupid word, reserved for delusional people and hopeless optimists who can't see their hand in front of their face. Anyone with any kind of realistic perspective on life knows that "perfect" isn't even a standard worth striving for. So don't think I ever expect anyone to be perfect, because I know better. I don't want to be treated perfectly, I just want to be treated well. What I really don't want is to be treated carelessly. I don't want to feel like an after-thought because people assume I will always be around. I have no problem leaving, suddenly, with no warning. I have done it before, I am not afraid to do it again. That being said, I don't plan on going anywhere, I just want to know that you're working to keep me here.
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